hey peeps, menn’s here.
this post is for you. after you guys read it, then you should know who i’m referring to. okay, i will express all my feelings here. i just want to thank you for everything you’ve done to me. for bringing my love life back once again, for being there always, for entertaining me always, for accepting of who i am. i’m glad that you’ve have changed me. you make me realise what i’ve done wrong. i thank you for that. really appreciate it alot. if u still loves me very much and wouldn’t want to let go of me, things will not be happening this way. haizz. as i try to threatened you, i trust that you would never do it again. cause i love you. i only said that i want to meet your parents. but do i ever do it? nope right. this is one of my all talks no action. UNLESS you dare me to. thanks for keeping secrets behind my back. thanks for meeting him without telling me. i’ve already approve it to you. but why did you never tell me? it hurts you know. it totally hurts my heart. i know that i’ve hurt your heart too. just because i controlled you about not to flirt. thats all. and you said it’s not fair. for that only one thing i ask from you. you object it. you can make friends, but cannot flirt because i want you to realise that you’re my only property. just like you said, you always think for yourself and not others. all i ever wanted was to have a relaxing time with you. suddenly, many obstacles are blocking our way. everything you did wrong, i’m the one who must make you realise it. i make mistakes, i apologise it to you. but when you make a BIG mistakes, i must apologise just because i said a simple thing such as, ‘dasar perempuan’ and stuffs. haizz. it’s okay for you to take time to understand me slowly. but u seem not to take the initiative to do it. that’s the way of my thinking. i know it’s a negative thoughts about you. but i still trusted you. am i right? haizz. after all this things happen. it’s hard for me to move on. my heart will always remember this unforgetful pain. you’re my first ex to make me hurt badly. thank you. i’m greatful for that. maybe what my friends said is true. you’re just finding pleasure time by using me. when my friend said it, it makes me think about our problems. his answer suddenly caught up my mind. it’s totally the same as our problems. and mostly, thank you for being with me for the sake of FUN and SYMPATHY. it makes me laugh for awhile and it hurts alot too. T_T overall, i never thought that this break up would’ve happen. i’m glad being with you. appreciate it. still remember the first time that we only get to know each other. i called u, ‘NANA JULENG’ and u called me, ‘SPIDERMENN BONGKOK.’ haha! it’s sure bring back memories once u recalled it. haizz. what a bad luck for me. maybe it’s because 2009 is not my year. many things have happened the wrong way. but still, i’m totally glad to have you as my love. who would’ve thought that your dad just can’t accept me being as your friend. i hate people judging me by my cover. that’s why i want to prove them wrong. well, i think that’s all for my expression towards you guys. or maybe there’s something i missed out. okay, one last thing i wanted say this to you, SITI RUHANA, THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING OF WHAT YOU DID TO ME. APPRECIATE IT ALOT. THANKS FOR JUDGING ME AS ONE OF YOUR EX. THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU. T_T takecare always. i hope we can meet again in our future. maybe god will bring us back together, maybe not. i will be looking forward to it. well, takecare AGAIN, SITI RUHANA BTE ABDUL WAHAB. heh~ ^_^
Loves,
Nur Azman bin Abdul Khalid. T_T
